OMG

I can't even believe right now how close it is to Grad, it's in like 6 days, and I don't even know what to do. It's starting to really sink in that grade 12 is almost over. Seriously, like 3 and a half weeks left, and it's all done. No more going to classes everyday, or hanging out with everybody on a regular basis. I'm a person that does not adjust well to change at all, and it's really, really freaking me out now. I don't even know what I'm going to be doing with my life now. I have no plans to go to University this year, and it kinda feels like I'm doing absolutely nothing with my life. I've always had things planned out for me, and I usually know what my future is kinda going to be like, but this year has just changed everything. It's turned my world upside down, my nice, safe, cozy world.