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So I have some crazy exciting OMGing news!!!!!!!! I decided that I felt like dancing, and when I get that feeling, I go downstairs into the basement, and just bust out the moves. In this instance, I decided to go for a pirouette, and some how, my spotting was crazy insane good, and I managed to do a triple pirouette. It's soooo weird, because I've never managed to do a pirouette that well in my life. It's really hard to explain, but it just kinda felt like my body took control, and my mind was elsewhere, and just managed to do it!!! And then somehow, after that, I was able to do like 3 or 4 more doubles, which is weird, because usually after that I get myself all worked up, and I can't do eve one. Of course now my knee is sore, and I have ice on it, but that probs cause I'm doing turns on carpet, which yes, I know I shouldn't do, but I don't have anywhere else to dance! Just saying, it makes me really happy. :)))))

Wow

• I've been thinking a lot, and I've noticed how weird it is how one person can have such a huge effect on another. I don't know why, but it's just weird how a person can make another feel happy or sad or angry and have such a control on others emotions and feelings, and not even realize it sometimes. And even just your emotions sometimes either, sick, or relaxed and at ease. Like isn't that weird how somebody else can have all that control over you, and you don't even realize it. It's part of life, so you don't even think about it. I don't know, it's not like I'm doing any profound thinking right now, but I was just thinking about it on my way to work today, maybe just because of everything that is happening lately, I'm not sure.

Post Christmas

• Had a pretty nice Christmas this year. I got the things that I needed and kinda wanted, and it was kinda weird how many presents weren't under the tree this year. It was nice to see that too. It was a really laid back one this year as well, and seriously spent most of the day watching Big Bang Theory, lolol, and I love how the Comedy Network called it the Christmas Big Bang-a-thon, I'm just saying.
• Also been thinking that I don't need to do that again. I have to try not worry so much, and I know that I do. It doesn't help the situation, and makes me more worked up and stressed out than I need to be. Just have to see where things go, and not make a big deal out of it, and I guess that I have to constantly keep reminding myself that.
• Also been thinking about my New Years resolution, and I think that I need to start eating better, cut out all of the crap that I eat on a daily basis.
• Also not impressed that I have to get up at 4 tomorrow morning, and work a twelve hour shift on boxing day. There is a reason why I don't leave the house on that particular day, and I'm not excited to work it for the entire day, ugh.
• Whatevs, good night world!

Why?

• Why do I always do this to myself,
• Also been feeling like a fake person lately, and I don't like it, and like I'm not myself, and I'd really like to know why that is.
• Wish this didn't affect me as much as it does, and it sucks,
• Why was I soooo stupid? Why did I decide that it would be smart to do that?
• Why is it always the same?
• Why can't I be stronger than this?
• Why do I always put myself in this position? You'd think that I would have learned by now, apparently not,
• Just stop the world for a second so I can get off please, it would be appreciated,
• I need to re-evaluate things,
• I just need time,

So I be sitting here with Breanna, you know chilling and stuff *insert asian accent here*, lolololol, after getting home from Atlas for Amy's birthday *insert asian accent here*

Ummm, lets see, very stressful week, *insert german accent here* Halllooooo, Halllooo,!!!!!

Also very tired, and yeah, just saying!

• Sooooo, super duper stressed from my exams, and pms-ing, and now being sick, fml.
• I really have no clue what is going to happen now. I really want things to just be done and over with. I can't handle it anymore, I just can't.
• Also dealing with a drunk-ass Breanna last night was NOT fun. Good lord, I love you to death girl, but if you ever get that drunk again and I'm the only one there to take care of you, I'ma bust a tit, lol. And please don't puke in my car again, just saying.
• Ugh, have my psych final tomorrow, at 7 pm, on a Saturday, cause friggen school is ridiculous, and then I have my Anthro one on Monday at 8 am, fantastic, ughughugughugh.
• Also just realized that when you go ughughugh, over and over again, it spells hug, I guess that could be considered ironic, or maybe because a person needs one when they have to say ugh repeatedly over and over again? Just a theory.

End of Classes

• Right now, it's blowing my mind how quickly this semester has gone by. I seriously can't even believe it's December now, and only a couple of weeks til Christmas, holy!
• I'm kinda sad that today was the last day of my German language class. I actually really enjoyed it. I liked the people that were in it, and I feel like I learned stuff, and I was understanding stuff, ad I feel like I'm really starting to get a better grasp of the language (taken long enough)
• Speaking of German, my next bit is going to be in German, cause I think that I should start writing more in German, even if I get it wrong, I think it would help:
• Ich denke, ich sollte einen Teil meines Bloges auf Deutsch schreiben, weil ich die Ubung benutzt konnte. Ich freue mich auf Weihnacten. Das ist alles! Auch, diese Blog ist sehr dumm!
• I think that's about all I got right now, I still have to finish the blog post for my German class, and that's probs where I should be writing German posts, but it's awkward when your professor can read them, just saying!
• Also here is a song that I haven't listened to in a really long time, and really doesn't have any significant meaning for me, but I like it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rHmD17rBDno

Gotta love Monday mornings!

• Ugh...
• First of all, the fact that it's almost the end of semester is starting to hit me, and the stress is starting to build up.
• So I barely worked on my German project that is due on Friday, which is not, good, but I think that I will still be able to finish it with time to spare, it's just alot of reading and translating.
• Also, last night, I turned on my alram, but I forgot that it was still set to go off at 830, not 730, so I didn't get up until 8 this morning because my dad came to say goodbye before he left for work, otherwise I'm sure that I'd still be sleeping
• I also forgot to put the charger for my laptop in my backpack when I was finished with it on saturday, and I defs left for the train without it, until I had parked, and walked all the way up to the train station. By then I realized this, and also realized that if I had no computer, than I couldn't work on said German project, and really, it would be a two hour break wasted.
• Also, when I finally made it to school, after missing the class that the German project is due in, I was about 40 minutes early for the next class, and I was planning on going to Timmy's, except just kidding! cause I defs left my wallet in my purse. So I not only was driving without a liscence, but I also don't have my bus pass, and I'm really hoping that I don't cross paths with the transit cops, cause I'd really rather not get a ticket, and how about lets not get pulled over by the cops when driving home, (knock on wood)
• Also I hope that I get through all my exams well, especially my German one, I really need a good mark in it,

December

• First of all, I can't even believe that it's the 2 of December already, and also makes me realize that I need to get on my christmas shopping, I have like none done, whoops!
• Second, I can't even believe how fast this semester is going. I was like talking to people in my German class, and everybody else can't even believe that the course is almost over. ONLY ONE MORE WEEK AND THEN END OF SEMESTER!!!! But then of course there are exams, unfortunately til the 20th for me :(
• Just felt like I needed to write something here, I haven't in while.
• Also! Just realized how I'm going to have to start thinking about going abroad. I don't know thought if I want to go in the Fall next year, or in the Winter next year. I kinda want to go away in the Winter, just cause then I don't have to deal with the ridiculous Calgary snow, just saying, and that would defs be a bonus!