OMG!!!

• Okay, so right now I was struck with like a million ideas at once of all the things that I want to do, and now it feels like I have absolutely no time to do any of it, HOLY!!!!! I like never get these.
• First, I had the idea for my German lit class blog, I want to write a review of Harry Potter. In this class we are supposed to update it like a normal blog, which clearly I fail at, even on my personal one, what makes a school one any different. But the prof had asked if anybody had seen the movie yesterday, and it just occured to me now that I can write about that, considering I like never update that blog and it always seems like a chore to me.
• Second, I would like to say how surprised I am right now by how much I'm understanding in Linguistics right now. We have to draw these trees for sentences, like to show the sentence structure, and right now, I'm actually enjoying drawing said trees, and I have no clue why, and I'm not sitting here in confusion. It's really nice that something is making sense to me in that class, cause it's usually ridiculous how much I don't get, but I think taking German has helped that ALOT. So really, I like how that is all coming together. I also like how on the last assignment I got 86%! Makes me happy!
• Talking about German, in my language class, I don't think I did very well at all on the exam that I had yesterday. There was sooo much to do in only 45 minutes, so needless to say, I didn't even finish, :( But I have to make sure that I work my ass off for the next exam and the final, I need a really good mark in that class, thank you very much.
• I'm seriously shaking with like anticipation right now, I'm so excited, lol
• I would also like to say that I like how one that page that loads after you've signed in, there is a wall thing that tells you who has updated their blog, just saying! It's pretty neat!
• Also feel like there was one more thing that I wanted to say.....
• ... Oh that it's starting to feel like Christmas! I'm excited to bake and put the tree up! My favorite! Most years lately it hasn't really felt like Christmas to me, but right now it does, so I'm just embracing it, and I really really really want to watch the Grinch and my other Christmas movies, that's also my other favorite part!!
• Now I think that I should get to work, I have a friggen PYSCH article evaluation thing that I need to do for tomorrow, ugh! And then I can start writing my post for german. ALSO btw, I also like how I'm starting to be able to put together sentences more quickly in German, I don't have to sit there for hours trying to figure out how to say what I want, so that's pretty awesome, makes things easier too!

• So the stress of having to get homework done is really starting to get to me. I've been handing things in late and I didn't go to psych yesterday, whoops! and I'm kinda falling behind on stuff. My bad. But it defs doesn't help that I'm sick either, so I do have an excuse.
• I think that I've also come to the comclusion right now that I'm not really happy. It kinda seems strange, cause for the most part, I'm usually pretty content with how life is going, but right now something seems out of balance. And while I was at work I was thinking that I need to start doing something that makes me happy, and I think a HUGE thing that is throwing my world out of orbit is dance. Not dancing for close on two years I think is really a part that I'm missing. My knee is waaaaaaaaay better that it used to be, but I know it's still not fully recovered, but I think that it's something that I need to do for me. The only thing is I'm sooo busy right now, that I know a dance class wouldn't be happening, but I'm thinking about it for next year. I really want to do it, and I think I need to do it, and kinda break this wall of fear down, because I am still super scared I'm going to break it, but I can't be held back by fear any more, it's never going to let me do what I want and need to do!
• Also, I need to quit doing this.

• So I'm sitting here at school, on my five hour long break, wishing I wasn't sick, cause then that means this break wouldn't feel nearly as long, cause I could go work out. It also makes me really sad to not be able to go work out. I've come to enjoy my workotut time, and I miss it today, :(
• So, super duper excited to go see Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part I, I can't even wait. It's going to be friggen fantastic. Even though it means that I'm not getting home till late that night, but that's okay, it's completely worth it!
• I'm also not enjoying having to write this German projekt right now. I don't wanna! I wanna go home and sleep for fifty years, but if I don't do it now, it's probs not going to get done, and I really need an amazing mark on this projekt, yes please!
• Also debating not going to psych. Friggen, still 3 hours away!
• I think that's all I have to say, just thought I would complain a little bit, lol.

Oh goodness!

First of all: Hello Blog, it's been a while, holy!

Second: School right now is kicking the crap out of me! Seriously, it's getting to that point in the year when you just start to get drained and want to quit right now. I know that I'm not going to do that, but I feel like it sometimes.

Third: My brain is in such a confusion and uproar right now. So much has happened in the past couple of weeks, and I'm still trying to wrap my brain around it. Like I know that it all happened, but it still seems very surreal, and I'm not quite to sure what to think about everything. It's also making me realize that I can't let myself get too caught up in everything, cause that's when everything goes wrong. Probs doesn't also help that I'm pms-ing right now, and I'm stressed to the absolute max. I don't even know how close to tears I've been this week. It's fantastic, it really is. This is why I don't like being a girl, I hate how my mood changes all the time, just when it seems like I'm getting everything together again, something comes in and throws everything off.

I feel like I'm going through a .... something. I'm not sure what exactly this something is, but I have a feeling that it's going to have an impact on my life in some way. (Don't ask me why I think this, I think it's one of those female intuition things!)

I just gotta remember to keep my wits about me, and don't run away with things. As much as I'd like to free-float through life, it's never worked out like that, so I don't think it would now.