After Christmas

Christmas was pretty quiet this year. Nothing really big happened, but it was kinda nice to be able to not really have to worry about going anywhere, or having anybody over at the house, just the immediate family. I totally got my netbook. It's soo cute. It's little and small and it weighs like nothing, and I really like it. Except for the fact that the version of Windows 7 that I have is the starter edition, so I can't change my desktop background, which kinda makes me sad, but mom thinks that she could probs get a deal on an upgrade because I'm a student, so we'll see, but it's not a big deal, I'm just glad that I have one now for school. That was pretty much my present there, lol, but I did get the special edition of Harry Potter and the HBP, so I'm happy also, you always have to have the special edition of Harry Potter, it's like an unwritten rule, lol. Anyways, now I'm looking forward to New Years, I'm excited to see what 2010 has in store for me, and I'm just hoping that it will be better in terms of not hurting myself. I'd really like to make it the entire year without having to go to the emergency room, that would be nice.

Just thinking

• So I've been doing alot of thinking lately, and I'm thinking that I need to get back into my routine of doing my physio, cause lately my knee has been hurting more than normal, and it's been swollen, so that's a forsure sign that it needs to be worked out more.
• I'm also thinking that I need to invest more time in myself, do what makes me happy, and not worry about anybody else, well maybe my friends, :) but only cause I love you guys to death, lol,
• I have also, for defs decided that drinking that much, that fast, is never going to happen again. I know I have already said this, but now you people can hold me to my word.
• I just want everybody to know that I'm there for them, and you guys can talk to me about anything. I know things have been rough lately, but I want to make things work, :)
• I'm pretty excited for Amys birthday party, and no, it's not so I can drink, lol, but so then I can hang out with everybody and then go dancing, holla! And maybe have one drink, maybe.
• I'm excited for exams to be done, then I can relax and take it easy, and destress, cause I'm sure that will help things lots, I'm sure that's been a huge problem lately.
• I'm also excited to do my Christmas baking, and putting up my Christmas tree tomorrow, it's my favorite time of the year, even though there's like fifty feet of snow, it still better stick around so we can have a white christmas, that would be nice, please and thank you,

Never Again

So defs had an experience to last me a lifetime, and have decided that I"m never drinking that much again in and hour and a half, NEVER. It is not soo much fun waking up and not remembering what happened the night before, and still be drunk. Then to boot, having the worst headache in the world and having your tummy be like gurgle gurgle. I'm just thank ful that I had my friends and my family to watch over me, because I'm sure as hell that I wouldn't be writing this today if I hadn't, so THANK YOU, :).
Ugh, now I have to deal with all of my studying for exams, and today kinda went out the window, so now I have even less time to read through the fifty thousand pages of texts for these exams, but I have defs learned my lesson, and never again am I doing it.