OMG

I can't even believe right now how close it is to Grad, it's in like 6 days, and I don't even know what to do. It's starting to really sink in that grade 12 is almost over. Seriously, like 3 and a half weeks left, and it's all done. No more going to classes everyday, or hanging out with everybody on a regular basis. I'm a person that does not adjust well to change at all, and it's really, really freaking me out now. I don't even know what I'm going to be doing with my life now. I have no plans to go to University this year, and it kinda feels like I'm doing absolutely nothing with my life. I've always had things planned out for me, and I usually know what my future is kinda going to be like, but this year has just changed everything. It's turned my world upside down, my nice, safe, cozy world.

Being Sick Sucks

So i have definitly decided that being sick really sucks, especially when it's an infection of your respiratory tract and you can't breathe, and you can't take your inhaler for your asthma, because guess what? you get the rare side effects that come along with it now, such as rapid heart beat, nervousness, nausea, muscle aches, shakiness, etc. all of that good stuff.

So basically, I've been sitting at home doing absolutely nothing for the past four days now, and I think that I would really like to be better now, especially cause I've missed I don't even know what, although, I have been able to watch alot of t.v. and read some, but I get really short of breath just sitting sometimes, and I can feel my heart beating throughout my body, and I'm really done with being sick, I'm just done.

Oh, and this definitely isn't helping my knee any, cause I can't go to pyhsio either, so that's going amazingly well. I just can't help but think why this all had to happen in my grade 12 year, and had to happen all at once. But I guess that's the way things go, I just gotta suck it up and deal with it now.

Stupid Friggen week

So this week really really sucked. I've been sick and stressed to the max, and I got my chair kicked out from under me yesterday. Seriously, who kicks a chair out from somebody?? I was not pleased with that, but at least when I went to dance, it was "secret buddy day" and my secret buddy totallt got me a stuffed lion, so that made the day better. Now I just need a name for him, lol.

Anyways, I'm just realising now just how much longer we have until graduation, and I'm starting to get a little bit nervous now. Like we only have a couple of weeks left until the ceremony and banquet, and it seems like everything is happening soooo fast, I can't even believe it.

Hello

So it's been like fifty years since I've been on, lol, I haven't had much time lately, I've been pretty good except for being sick and knee problems like always, although it is better than it was a couple of weeks ago, lol

I'm like sitting in PDA and pretty much doing nothing, lol, and I'm kinda bored right now, but I'll live, maybe, lol.

Anyways, not much else to say, see you later!!

Sammy!

So I totally found my new teddy bear in the street today, and I felt really sad for it because it was all dirty and lonely looking and I just had to take him home, lol. So his name is now Sammy and he's all clean now, except for the fact that somebody decided that it would be funny to burn some of his hair, but I still love him anyways, :)

Good Friday, kind of? lol

So, cause you know me and my knee, I had to go to the hospital to make sure that nothing was wrong, and yes, I know I was worrying about nothing, and no, there is nothing wrong, so I basically spent 4 and a half friggen hours waiting for nothing, but whatever, at least I'm not worrying about it anymore. But now I have to wear my friggen brace again for the next couple of days to make sure that my knee won't give out on me, but whatever I guess.

And also today, I totally got new headphones for my iPod, cause you know, some chick decided that it would be amazing to rip off one of them off of my old set, so I'm happy now, I has brand new headphones, :)

Stupid Knee!!!!!

So, my friggen knee, big surprise there, lol. I'm so sick and tired of being injured, like seriously, I'd really like to chop my leg off right now.

I was pyshiotherapy yesterday, and I heard this huge crack in my knee while I was doing one of my excercises and I'm so not happy. It's so sore right now, and of course, being me, I'm freaking out like crazy right now cause I think that I've re-broken it

It just feels like it's never going to get better, ever, and I'm going to be a gimp for the rest of my life, and I'm never going to be able to dance ever again, and it's just so frustrating. I know it's only been 4 months since I've hurt it, but it seems to be taking a really long time to fix itself.

Anyways, so I'm sitting here, glad that it's the weekend, early (Go Easter weekend, lol) and I actually got to sleep in for once. I like being able to just relax and not have to worry about being anywhere or do antything. I just want to sit around and do a whole lot of nothing, lol.