You know those times when you feel like you have so much to say, but don't know how to say it? That's what I'm feeling like right now.

You're being an idiot right now. Seriously!

First Week Back

• First, I would like to say how surprised I am with myself for having updated this thing so much lately. We'll see how long it lasts for, lol
• Second, I absolutely love every one of my classes so far, and I`m really excited to see what happens the rest of this semester.
• Third, I'm taking an Art History class that is Photography in the 19th century, and so far, I'm absolutely loving it! I thought that I missed dance so much, but I've realized how much I actually miss art! Like even after I got out of high school, I was still painting and drawing some stuff, but this past year I haven't done any of that, and now I really want to again.
• Fourth, I don't really know the fourth thing is, but I also really want to go and take pictures and school. There is so much cool architecture and trees and paths, and I want to capture it all!

Back to School

• I don't know why, but I think that last year I did a post about going back to school around this time as well, lol, just saying,
• You know what I'm never doing again? Getting trashed at the friggen club. No tequila shots, cause tequila is just bad, and never getting that drunk again. Haven't been that drunk in a really long time, but at least I can say that I never ended up passed out, and blacked out, I remained pretty inside my body, so that's a bonus
• What's not a bonus? The fact that while at said club, I hurt my knee, and hurt my ankle, the one that I twisted in like September, it's fantastic, NOT!
• Don't want to have to actually wake up early so I can go to school tomorrow, and also have to pick up my books at the book store tomorrow, ugh, don't want to.
• Also, I love it when random people decide to talk to you on facebook. I'm just saying, like really, what do I have to talk to you about? I've never met you in my life, like go home! Just saying.

OMGOMGOMG

So I have some crazy exciting OMGing news!!!!!!!! I decided that I felt like dancing, and when I get that feeling, I go downstairs into the basement, and just bust out the moves. In this instance, I decided to go for a pirouette, and some how, my spotting was crazy insane good, and I managed to do a triple pirouette. It's soooo weird, because I've never managed to do a pirouette that well in my life. It's really hard to explain, but it just kinda felt like my body took control, and my mind was elsewhere, and just managed to do it!!! And then somehow, after that, I was able to do like 3 or 4 more doubles, which is weird, because usually after that I get myself all worked up, and I can't do eve one. Of course now my knee is sore, and I have ice on it, but that probs cause I'm doing turns on carpet, which yes, I know I shouldn't do, but I don't have anywhere else to dance! Just saying, it makes me really happy. :)))))

Wow

• I've been thinking a lot, and I've noticed how weird it is how one person can have such a huge effect on another. I don't know why, but it's just weird how a person can make another feel happy or sad or angry and have such a control on others emotions and feelings, and not even realize it sometimes. And even just your emotions sometimes either, sick, or relaxed and at ease. Like isn't that weird how somebody else can have all that control over you, and you don't even realize it. It's part of life, so you don't even think about it. I don't know, it's not like I'm doing any profound thinking right now, but I was just thinking about it on my way to work today, maybe just because of everything that is happening lately, I'm not sure.

Post Christmas

• Had a pretty nice Christmas this year. I got the things that I needed and kinda wanted, and it was kinda weird how many presents weren't under the tree this year. It was nice to see that too. It was a really laid back one this year as well, and seriously spent most of the day watching Big Bang Theory, lolol, and I love how the Comedy Network called it the Christmas Big Bang-a-thon, I'm just saying.
• Also been thinking that I don't need to do that again. I have to try not worry so much, and I know that I do. It doesn't help the situation, and makes me more worked up and stressed out than I need to be. Just have to see where things go, and not make a big deal out of it, and I guess that I have to constantly keep reminding myself that.
• Also been thinking about my New Years resolution, and I think that I need to start eating better, cut out all of the crap that I eat on a daily basis.
• Also not impressed that I have to get up at 4 tomorrow morning, and work a twelve hour shift on boxing day. There is a reason why I don't leave the house on that particular day, and I'm not excited to work it for the entire day, ugh.
• Whatevs, good night world!