Why?

• Why do I always do this to myself,
• Also been feeling like a fake person lately, and I don't like it, and like I'm not myself, and I'd really like to know why that is.
• Wish this didn't affect me as much as it does, and it sucks,
• Why was I soooo stupid? Why did I decide that it would be smart to do that?
• Why is it always the same?
• Why can't I be stronger than this?
• Why do I always put myself in this position? You'd think that I would have learned by now, apparently not,
• Just stop the world for a second so I can get off please, it would be appreciated,
• I need to re-evaluate things,
• I just need time,