• Today was kind of a disaster of a day, but it at least did have it's ups
• First of all, I woke up at like 7:30, so I had like 10-15 minutes to get my ass out the door.
• Next thing I finally get my butt out the door at like 7:45, and realize that there is frost all over the windows of my car, and that I need to scrap them, lol, that was fun,
• I finally made it to the train station, at like 8:10, and as I was going up the ramp to the station, noticed some guy in a yellow vest with a notepad who was standing behind my car writing, all these signs lead to a friggen parking ticket, so that was a defs fml moment,
• I made it to school, and surprisingly enough, things went pretty well, better than I thought,
• When I got back to my car, thank God, I only got a warning for parkign there, so I now have to find a new place to park from now on, ugh, but it could have been worse, so that's okay.
• I finally got to have the burger that I've been craving for like a week, yum, sooo good,
• I went for a walk around the dry pond, nice and relaxing, especially from everything that has happened in the past couple of days, it just helped me to release it all
• Another thing that just helped me to release it all was writing a letter. You know how people talk about if you write a letter as if you were going to send it to a person, but you don't? Well that defs helped me get things off my chest, and put things in a clearer perspective, and I realized that I've been getting worked up about things way to much and I'm probably reading way more into this than I should be, and I'm just going to take it slow.
• And Kj Munroe, where are these blogs that you said you were going to write like a week ago, huh, I'm still expecting one you know!!!!!!! lol
• Just want to say that I love my friends, I don't know where I'd be without you guys, <3

The Knee

So I'm defs feeling better about things, and I have an announcement, I THINK MY KNEE IS FINALLLY GETTING CLOSER TO BEING BACK TO NORMAL. LOL, it's defs not hurting as much, and I can actually feel muscles in it again, lol, not just bone and skin and fat, lol. It makes me happy, cause then that means that I can start dancing like I did before. I know I'm still going to have to take it easier than I would have before, but I'm really anxious. Just follow my passion, even if it has to be changed.
I think that the reason it has taken me soo long to finally start getting better is because I think I was feeling sorry for myself. I look back now, and I wasn't doing my pyhsio, and I was sitting around. I know that at first I had a legitimate reason because of my pneumonia, but after that, all of June I never made it once to physio, and never once really did my exercises. Now, even though I haven't actually been to physio in like two months, I'm working on it three times a week, and I've definitely noticed an improvement in everything, and I'm feeling happy, :)

SOOOO Overtired,

• SO I'm sitting here, in my bedroom, after I drank my first full beer, I think, lol, and I'm so overtired, and it's like almost 11, and I'm listening to Metric's new song, and thinking I'm really loving it, not so obsessed with the Backstreet Boys, even though I just listened to their new CD for like the fiftith time.
• I'm trying to work on the answers to my questions for German Culture, but apparently I'm not doing so well because I keep getting distracted, just a little bit ADD right now.
• I'm really happy for Kj cause he now gets to go to Africa, but it's going to be sad for everybody.
• Thinking that I need to be less boy crazy right now. Lol
• Thinking that I'm pretty damn excited for turkey dinner tomorrowl, YUM, it's been almost an eniter year since I've had it.
• Is thinking that I would like to go watch a movie, but I have no clue what I want to watch,
• Thinking that I need to also be working on my German Language project due next Wednesday, frigg my life,
• Now I'm thinking that the tiredness is starting to hit me, lol, I'm feeling like I'm going to crash any minute now, lol, that was fast.
• Also thinking that I'm sucking at typing right now, I don't know how many times that I've hit the Backspace button, oops, just did it again, lol
• Thinking that I would like to have a good surprise next week, I like good surprises, :)
• I think that the weather needs to warm up here too. It's only October people!!!!

Right Now

• I'm hoping that I did really well on the two tests that I've had in the past couple of days, but I'm really scared that I didn't do too well on my Biology one
• I'm am totally loving my new phone. It's amazing. It's been two years since I've had a new one, and my other was defs a piece.
• I'm thinking that I would like to go see Fame with everybody, but cause of school, I have to be up early tommorow morning, so they better do something with me soon!!!!!!!
• I'm thinking that I need to start getting my butt to pyhsio, cause I really need to work my knee. It hasn't nessecarily been hurting lots, but I know that I need to get it back in shape
• I'm loving the amount of flash cards sitting on my desk right now from all my vocab words for German, lol, by the end of the course, I'm going to have like fify billion of them,
• I'm totally obsessed with One Tree Hill again, lol, on the days when I get off at 1, I go home and watch it, cause I'm a nerd like that.
• Is thinking "what is up with the friggen wind, seriously, seriously?" I almost died today because it was blowing so herd, and it's supposed to be the same way tommorow, so I'm defs not happy, and then we'ra supposed to get snow on FRIDAY!!! Seriously?
• Thinking that I want to go to sleep, but seeing as it's only 8:30, I'm thinking I'll wait at least another hour, in the meantime, I'll work on vocab, lol

Sooo,

• So I'm thinking right now that I really don't like being sick. Not going to lie, it really sucks, but at least it's got nothing to do with my lungs, thank God!!
• I'm also looking through these photoshoot pictures, and I'm thinking that I always need Kaleigh to do my make-up and Amy to always take my pictures, :)
• I'm also listening to Backstreet Boys, I know, I'm a complete nerd, but it's totally reminding of my childhood, listening to them when I was like 8, lol
• I need to really get to work on figuring out my German Language stuff. We've started sentences, and I realized today that I really need to get to work on my vocab, otherwise I'm completely lost. This also makes me feel like I'm back in like first grade, learning how to make sentences and stuff, and it's a very odd feeling.
• And now I'm really tired, it's been a really long day, and I'm going to bed!!!

University Tommorow!!!

So I'm sitting here thinking that I'm really excited for my first day of classes tommorow. It's so exciting being able to go to university. I'm thinking that it's going to be way more interesting than high school ever was, and I'm hoping that now I kinda have a fresh start after the horrible year that I has starting in January. I think the thing that I'm most excited about it the fact that I get to meet new people, and be who I want to be, and not be the stuck in the same place as I was in high school. I'm going to be able to talk to new people and gain so much life experience, it's going to be my new adventure. And I know that before I have said that I don't like to deal with change, but I'm thinking that this is going to be a good change, and I think I'm ready for it now. Now watch, I'll post tommorow that my first day of classes were absolutely horrible and that I never want to go back, lol, but I sincerly hope that it's not true, and that I love every bit of it. :)

So I'm loving the fact that today is one of the nicer days outside today, and I'm thinking that I really want to go grab a blanket and a book and go outside and read, and enjoy the sun while it's here. So far, things have been going pretty well. Physio is going pretty good, my knee isn't hurting aas much as it used to, and I love seeing the hot guys there, apparentley cute boys get injured too, lol. I'm also thinking that because I'm actually get sleep lately, that it is actually helping my mood and I can relax and take care of my body better, so it is definitly nice when I'm not stressing over everything in my life, lol. Anyways, just wanted to say that, Lol, pretty short, but I haven't been on in a while, and while I'm waiting for my video to load, I figured I might as well update, lol, :)