After Christmas

Christmas was pretty quiet this year. Nothing really big happened, but it was kinda nice to be able to not really have to worry about going anywhere, or having anybody over at the house, just the immediate family. I totally got my netbook. It's soo cute. It's little and small and it weighs like nothing, and I really like it. Except for the fact that the version of Windows 7 that I have is the starter edition, so I can't change my desktop background, which kinda makes me sad, but mom thinks that she could probs get a deal on an upgrade because I'm a student, so we'll see, but it's not a big deal, I'm just glad that I have one now for school. That was pretty much my present there, lol, but I did get the special edition of Harry Potter and the HBP, so I'm happy also, you always have to have the special edition of Harry Potter, it's like an unwritten rule, lol. Anyways, now I'm looking forward to New Years, I'm excited to see what 2010 has in store for me, and I'm just hoping that it will be better in terms of not hurting myself. I'd really like to make it the entire year without having to go to the emergency room, that would be nice.

Just thinking

• So I've been doing alot of thinking lately, and I'm thinking that I need to get back into my routine of doing my physio, cause lately my knee has been hurting more than normal, and it's been swollen, so that's a forsure sign that it needs to be worked out more.
• I'm also thinking that I need to invest more time in myself, do what makes me happy, and not worry about anybody else, well maybe my friends, :) but only cause I love you guys to death, lol,
• I have also, for defs decided that drinking that much, that fast, is never going to happen again. I know I have already said this, but now you people can hold me to my word.
• I just want everybody to know that I'm there for them, and you guys can talk to me about anything. I know things have been rough lately, but I want to make things work, :)
• I'm pretty excited for Amys birthday party, and no, it's not so I can drink, lol, but so then I can hang out with everybody and then go dancing, holla! And maybe have one drink, maybe.
• I'm excited for exams to be done, then I can relax and take it easy, and destress, cause I'm sure that will help things lots, I'm sure that's been a huge problem lately.
• I'm also excited to do my Christmas baking, and putting up my Christmas tree tomorrow, it's my favorite time of the year, even though there's like fifty feet of snow, it still better stick around so we can have a white christmas, that would be nice, please and thank you,

Never Again

So defs had an experience to last me a lifetime, and have decided that I"m never drinking that much again in and hour and a half, NEVER. It is not soo much fun waking up and not remembering what happened the night before, and still be drunk. Then to boot, having the worst headache in the world and having your tummy be like gurgle gurgle. I'm just thank ful that I had my friends and my family to watch over me, because I'm sure as hell that I wouldn't be writing this today if I hadn't, so THANK YOU, :).
Ugh, now I have to deal with all of my studying for exams, and today kinda went out the window, so now I have even less time to read through the fifty thousand pages of texts for these exams, but I have defs learned my lesson, and never again am I doing it.

• Today was kind of a disaster of a day, but it at least did have it's ups
• First of all, I woke up at like 7:30, so I had like 10-15 minutes to get my ass out the door.
• Next thing I finally get my butt out the door at like 7:45, and realize that there is frost all over the windows of my car, and that I need to scrap them, lol, that was fun,
• I finally made it to the train station, at like 8:10, and as I was going up the ramp to the station, noticed some guy in a yellow vest with a notepad who was standing behind my car writing, all these signs lead to a friggen parking ticket, so that was a defs fml moment,
• I made it to school, and surprisingly enough, things went pretty well, better than I thought,
• When I got back to my car, thank God, I only got a warning for parkign there, so I now have to find a new place to park from now on, ugh, but it could have been worse, so that's okay.
• I finally got to have the burger that I've been craving for like a week, yum, sooo good,
• I went for a walk around the dry pond, nice and relaxing, especially from everything that has happened in the past couple of days, it just helped me to release it all
• Another thing that just helped me to release it all was writing a letter. You know how people talk about if you write a letter as if you were going to send it to a person, but you don't? Well that defs helped me get things off my chest, and put things in a clearer perspective, and I realized that I've been getting worked up about things way to much and I'm probably reading way more into this than I should be, and I'm just going to take it slow.
• And Kj Munroe, where are these blogs that you said you were going to write like a week ago, huh, I'm still expecting one you know!!!!!!! lol
• Just want to say that I love my friends, I don't know where I'd be without you guys, <3

The Knee

So I'm defs feeling better about things, and I have an announcement, I THINK MY KNEE IS FINALLLY GETTING CLOSER TO BEING BACK TO NORMAL. LOL, it's defs not hurting as much, and I can actually feel muscles in it again, lol, not just bone and skin and fat, lol. It makes me happy, cause then that means that I can start dancing like I did before. I know I'm still going to have to take it easier than I would have before, but I'm really anxious. Just follow my passion, even if it has to be changed.
I think that the reason it has taken me soo long to finally start getting better is because I think I was feeling sorry for myself. I look back now, and I wasn't doing my pyhsio, and I was sitting around. I know that at first I had a legitimate reason because of my pneumonia, but after that, all of June I never made it once to physio, and never once really did my exercises. Now, even though I haven't actually been to physio in like two months, I'm working on it three times a week, and I've definitely noticed an improvement in everything, and I'm feeling happy, :)

SOOOO Overtired,

• SO I'm sitting here, in my bedroom, after I drank my first full beer, I think, lol, and I'm so overtired, and it's like almost 11, and I'm listening to Metric's new song, and thinking I'm really loving it, not so obsessed with the Backstreet Boys, even though I just listened to their new CD for like the fiftith time.
• I'm trying to work on the answers to my questions for German Culture, but apparently I'm not doing so well because I keep getting distracted, just a little bit ADD right now.
• I'm really happy for Kj cause he now gets to go to Africa, but it's going to be sad for everybody.
• Thinking that I need to be less boy crazy right now. Lol
• Thinking that I'm pretty damn excited for turkey dinner tomorrowl, YUM, it's been almost an eniter year since I've had it.
• Is thinking that I would like to go watch a movie, but I have no clue what I want to watch,
• Thinking that I need to also be working on my German Language project due next Wednesday, frigg my life,
• Now I'm thinking that the tiredness is starting to hit me, lol, I'm feeling like I'm going to crash any minute now, lol, that was fast.
• Also thinking that I'm sucking at typing right now, I don't know how many times that I've hit the Backspace button, oops, just did it again, lol
• Thinking that I would like to have a good surprise next week, I like good surprises, :)
• I think that the weather needs to warm up here too. It's only October people!!!!

Right Now

• I'm hoping that I did really well on the two tests that I've had in the past couple of days, but I'm really scared that I didn't do too well on my Biology one
• I'm am totally loving my new phone. It's amazing. It's been two years since I've had a new one, and my other was defs a piece.
• I'm thinking that I would like to go see Fame with everybody, but cause of school, I have to be up early tommorow morning, so they better do something with me soon!!!!!!!
• I'm thinking that I need to start getting my butt to pyhsio, cause I really need to work my knee. It hasn't nessecarily been hurting lots, but I know that I need to get it back in shape
• I'm loving the amount of flash cards sitting on my desk right now from all my vocab words for German, lol, by the end of the course, I'm going to have like fify billion of them,
• I'm totally obsessed with One Tree Hill again, lol, on the days when I get off at 1, I go home and watch it, cause I'm a nerd like that.
• Is thinking "what is up with the friggen wind, seriously, seriously?" I almost died today because it was blowing so herd, and it's supposed to be the same way tommorow, so I'm defs not happy, and then we'ra supposed to get snow on FRIDAY!!! Seriously?
• Thinking that I want to go to sleep, but seeing as it's only 8:30, I'm thinking I'll wait at least another hour, in the meantime, I'll work on vocab, lol